Your Ego’s influence on your life is done for the purpose of teaching lessons that would lead you towards your true desires. When you are disconnected from your True Self, you don’t know what you truly want.
When the path that your Ego believes to be best is blocked for your benefit, you can subconsciously develop feelings of disappointment.
Disappointment leads to feelings of self-pity and victimization that can force you into a state of stagnancy.
Stagnancy quickly turns into boredom.
To cure boredom, you subconsciously manifest chaos.
Chaos can cause you to display strong uncharacteristic behaviors. When you identify such behavior, just know that you are being prompted to evaluate what is driving you.